I’m not afraid of madness.
It’s everyone’s common ground.
Soon it will all be darkness.
I can see the stormy clouds.
Oh, yes, the storm is coming.
Listen to the devil’s drumming.
See the clouds now, heavy and dark
and behind them the evil hierarch.
It’s here, it’s finally here.
Let it come, I’m not afraid.
I will no longer live in fear.
Let the storm swipe me away.
Staring at the dark window
through which you’ll never come through.
You don’t know what you got into.
Never again, you have no clue.
Through the window never again,
you’ll never come through it.
Stay outside the window pane
or I’ll never get through it.
Stay away from me, I beg.
Stay away from me this time.
Like an insect you crawled up my leg.
It’s feeling so sublime.
I’ve always wondered
if you’re sick like me,
deprived, abandoned, hungered,
your contempt is inside me.
I linger before you.
An intruder, a stranger.
You see my point of view,
you see why I’m in danger.
Drink from the fountain of youth.
Swallow it, make it your own.
Lie to me, speak your half truth.
As you speak you turn to stone.
Honest as a mirror,
yes, I’ve always been.
Oh I see you clearer,
clearer on my screen.
Your silver nudity,
that scary paleness
your sexual impunity,
that delicate frailness.
The silver glow of the skin
on your profane anatomy,
provokes in me the will to sin,
arouses my insanity.
I’ll be your mirror.
I’ll reflect your brilliance.
Come here, come nearer.
Let me touch your radiance.
With your translucent eyes
and your diaphanous lips,
you punish me, I agonise,
with your paleness you eclipse.
A halo of mystery
surrounds you, swallows you whole.
You have declared victory
over this, my only soul.
Sinner angels with broken wings
falling on their dirty knees.
Sinner angels, they fly by
see them falling from the sky.
Sinner angels with dirty wings
Crawling on their damaged knees.
Flying, falling through the darkness,
feel the ground, oh, feel its hardness.
My angel, talk to me dirty,
let me join your sinner party.
My angel, how dirty you talk
swallow the dirt when you fall.
They fall down from the black sky
They fall over passers by.
Feel the ground, release your blood,
Hurt me with your sins some more.
My angel, talk to me dirty,
let me join your sinner party.
My angel, how dirty you talk
swallow the dirt when you fall.
I blame you for the secrets told.
I’ve unfolded and you turned cold.
Unfolded, blindfolded,
blind before you, crazy for you.
Thought you were crazy for me, too.
Just one secret weighs more
than those things you said before.
Your judgement I cannot bear,
after all the secrets we shared.
Oh, you’re superior, virtuous,
you’re above it all.
I shall never be righteous,
I’ve been there, I’ve seen it all.
Tell me more, tell me more, you said.
I told, I opened up and bled.
That wound you opened in me,
you know my secret, I shall not be free.
Forever in your debt
I’ll stay out of your reflection.
I can’t leave, I can’t forget.
I’m my own insurrection.
I was looking for a friend,
instead I’ve found an enemy.
You got cold towards the end,
you looked at me contemptuously.
You won’t let me in your world,
I could never get the key,
you chose to remain unfurled,
You wouldn’t open up to me.
Say something to me,
say something before I go.
I know that you disagree,
that you think I don’t belong.
I’ve come this far now,
it’s not so far now,
I guess I’ll have to let you go.
Tell me something before I go.
Your silver eyes, your golden eyes.
Oh your paleness reflects the light.
That iridescent light on you
looks silvery, almost blue.
Your halo of mystery
has claimed on me its victory.
Let me know your secret,
but I can’t promise I will keep it.
You move so gracefully
you enchant me painfully.
It’s more than luminescence,
it’s glow, blaze, fluorescence.
Struck me with those eyes,
Those silver eyes, golden eyes.
I will love you devotedly,
show your luminosity.
When I see you up close
that spark of yours just glows.
Dance, I want to see you dance
until daylight’s radiance.
You move so gracefully,
you enchant me painfully.
It’s more than luminescence,
it’s glow, blaze, fluorescence.
Struck me with those eyes,
those silver eyes, golden eyes.
I will love you devotedly.
Show it, show your luminosity.
Dance, I want to see you dance,
until daylight’s radiance.
Dance, I want to see you dance,
and we’ll dream about romance.
You move so gracefully,
you enchant me painfully.
It’s more than luminescence,
it’s glow, blaze, fluorescence.
Struck me with those eyes,
those silver eyes, golden eyes.
I will love you devotedly.
Show it, show your luminosity.
One should always beware
of what lies hidden.
Things long forgotten
lead to emotions
long forgotten.
I’ll go to those corners
of the mind
only if you
hold my hand
and let me fall,
shocked,
on the width
of your chest;
crawl, sad,
under the warmth
of your beard,
and cry.
You vibrate in your orbit.
You’re immerse in a closed circuit
You create your own vibration.
Come now, come in my direction.
Trust me, you need to trust us,
we’re powerful, we’re valuable.
When it comes to injustice
we’re the same kind of animal.
Under the burning sun,
Our time has just begun.
For you and me, the traitorous
this time is really dangerous.
Come with me now,
I’ll give you my protection.
We’ll get justice somehow
you and me, the unchangeable.
Oh, I see you drifting away,
orbiting away to the sun,
Come back, it’ll burn you alive.
Alone, you’re the master of none.
A Brief Life 